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Chapter 5 - The River’s Secret

The north suite was dark except for the amber safety light above the wet bar.

Nora Vance sat on the bleached oak floor with her knees pulled up into her chest, her chin resting on the rough denim of her trousers. She had taken off the gray custodial tunic; it lay in a heap by the baseboard like a skin shed by a reptile. Beneath it she wore an old white ribbed tank top, grayed at the armpits from three hundred washings in the laundromat on Queens Boulevard.

Her arms were thin, the tendons distinct from wrist to elbow, the muscles of her shoulders ropy and hard from fifteen years of carrying linen hampers and industrial vacuum cleaners.

When Julian opened the door, she did not look up.

“She’s asleep,” Nora said. “If you wake her up with your shouting, she’ll vomit. She does that when people shout. Her stomach is small.”

Julian did not shout. He closed the door behind him with a soft, velvet click and walked across the room until he was sitting on the floor six feet away from her, his back against the opposite wall of the vestibule.

He had brought nothing with him. No papers. No phone. No checkbook.

“Marcus told me about Donald,” Julian said.

Nora’s head came up half an inch. Her eyes, sunken and dark in the amber light, fixed on his face with a sudden, predatory sharpness. “Marcus doesn't know anything about Donald.”

“He was twenty-four,” Julian said. “He was working the three-to-eleven shift on the primary clinker line. The hopper gate had an automatic hydraulic override that had been flagged by the state inspector three times in the spring of that year. The company paid a twelve-hundred-dollar fine and left the gate on manual bypass.”

Nora did not move.

“Your father took the twelve thousand,” Julian continued, his voice low and level, matching the hum of the air ducts. “You told him he was selling your brother’s blood to the people who bought the limestone. You had eight hundred dollars in your account. You went to Kingston to hire a lawyer named Geller who had an office above a dry cleaner.”

“Geller wouldn't take the case,” Nora whispered.

“No,” Julian said. “Because Geller’s brother was the county attorney who handled the zoning variances for the quarry.”

Nora let her forehead fall back onto her knees. A long, shuddering breath went through her, her thin ribs expanding against the white cotton of the tank top.

“The water was cold,” she said.

Julian did not speak. He did not breathe. He sat as still as the stone lions on the library steps three miles away.

“It wasn't in the channel,” Nora said, her words coming out between her knees, muffled by her own skin. “The river doesn't run straight down the middle when the storm hits the lock. It backs up into the old canal where the mules used to walk. The canal is full of willows and rusted iron from the old barges. Everything that drops in the water at the bridge ends up in the willows.”

She lifted her face. Her cheeks were dry now, the skin tight and shiny over the cheekbones.

“I was sitting on the porch,” she said. “My father was inside with a bottle of Four Roses. He was crying because he couldn't pay the oil man and the oil man wouldn't deliver until the tank was dipped. I heard something hitting the willow branches. It sounded like an empty barrel. *Thump. Thump. Thump.*”

She stopped. Her hand went to her own collarbone, her rough fingers tracing the hollow where the pulse beat.

“I went down with the flashlight,” she whispered. “The battery was dying. It was that yellow light that only shows you two feet in front of your boots. The seat was wedged between two cedar ties that had rotted out. It was tilted sideways. The water was up to the plastic rim where the head rest sits.”

“She was in it,” Julian said. His voice was scarcely a draft of air through his teeth.

“She wasn't crying,” Nora said. “She was blue. Not like paint—like skimmed milk that’s been left in the icebox. She had mud in her ear. Her mouth was open and she had a piece of water-weed stuck across her lip like a mustache.”

Julian pressed the palms of his hands flat against the oak floor to keep from falling forward.

“I took her out,” Nora said. “The buckle was full of sand. I had to use the blade of my brother’s pocketknife to clear the spring before the tongue would release. Her legs were like two sticks of cold lard. I thought she was dead, Julian. I swear on Donald’s grave I thought I was pulling a dead baby out of the weeds so the turtles wouldn't get her.”

“Why didn't you call the troopers?”

Nora laughed. It was a terrible sound—short, dry, like two stones clicked together in the dark.

“The troopers?” she said. “The ones who told my father that if he didn't sign the release, they’d find twenty bags of black-market oxy in Donald’s toolbox? The troopers who had four cars parked outside Arthur Montgomery’s hunting lodge in Rhinebeck every weekend to keep the fishermen off his private water?”

She leaned forward. Her face was four feet from Julian’s now.

“I took her into the kitchen,” Nora said. “I put her on the table under the forty-watt bulb. I took the yellow blanket off her. It was full of grease from the car floor. I rubbed her with Donald’s wool socks until her skin came back from blue to pink. And then she coughed.”

Nora closed her eyes.

“She coughed up two teaspoons of brown Hudson water,” she whispered. “And then she took a breath that sounded like a little dry hinge. And she looked at me.”

The room went entirely silent.

In the bedroom behind them, through the half-open door, came the soft, rhythmic sound of the three-year-old child turning over in the immense bed, the cotton sheets rustling like dry grass in an autumn wind.

“She didn't look like an heiress,” Nora said. “She didn't look like eight hundred million dollars in the Chase Manhattan Bank. She looked like a baby that nobody wanted enough to keep her out of the willows.”

“I wanted her,” Julian whispered.

“You weren't there,” Nora said. “Your wife was dead against the limestone. You were in Manhattan in a three-thousand-dollar suit waiting for your driver to bring the car around. You didn't find her. The river found her. And then the river gave her to me.”

Julian slowly lowered his head until his forehead touched the floor between his hands.

“She has your eyes,” Nora said softly. “I knew it the first time I saw your picture in the paper three days later. I looked at the newsprint and I looked at her in the orange basket on my bed, and I saw that you had the same straight brows and the same mouth that doesn't know how to smile without looking like it’s cutting somebody.”

Julian did not move.

“I was going to bring her back,” Nora said. “In the second week. I took the bus down to Poughkeepsie. I had her in the sling under my coat. I walked up to the gates of the hospital where they had the press center set up. There were six television trucks with the big dishes on the roof. And there was a man standing by the gate with a silver cane.”

Julian’s breath stopped. “Arthur.”

“He was talking to a reporter,” Nora said. “He had a gray coat with a velvet collar. The reporter asked him what would happen to the foundation if the child wasn't found. And the old man looked right into the camera—right past me where I was standing by the hot dog cart with twenty-two dollars in my shoe—and he said: *‘We must prepare ourselves for the reality that the line has ended. Some losses cannot be repaired; they can only be liquidated.’*”

Nora spat onto the bleached oak floor between them.

“*Liquidated,*” she said. “That’s what he called her. Like an old truck that rolled into the quarry. I took the bus back to Kingston. I bought three cans of Enfamil with the last twenty dollars I had, and I went to the mountains.”

Julian lifted his head. His face was gray, but the wild, tearing madness that had lived in his eyes since four that afternoon had settled into something else: a cold, terrible lucidity that had the clarity of liquid nitrogen.

“Arthur’s trust expires on Monday,” Julian said.

Nora frowned. “What?”

“The Montgomery trust,” Julian said. “The sixty-two million dollars Elena inherited from her mother. If Lily was not certified alive before her third birthday—which was yesterday, Nora—the entire capital balance transfers unconditionally to Arthur Montgomery’s private foundation in the Caymans.”

Nora stared at him. “I don't care about his money.”

“I do,” Julian said, rising slowly to his feet until he towered over her in the amber light. “Because on Monday morning, Nora, Arthur Montgomery is going to walk into the surrogate’s court on Chambers Street to collect his certificate of final distribution.”

He reached his hand down toward her.

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“And you and I,” Julian said, “are going to be sitting at the counsel table with our daughter.”

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