Chapter 9 - Letters from the North

That evening, the manor house was quiet.
The summer breeze carried the scent of cut grass and blooming honeysuckle through the open windows of my study. Kathy was upstairs in the reading room, listening to a symphony broadcast on the radio, while I sat at my desk, reviewing the monthly operating reports from our regional subsidiaries.
At the bottom of the stack of corporate folders lay an ordinary, plain white business envelope.
It had no corporate logo, no return address, only a postmark from Duluth, Minnesota, and my name written in careful, slightly cramped blue handwriting: *Gerald Wallace.*
It was the eighth envelope to arrive in eight months. Exactly one per month, arriving on the twenty-second day like clockwork.
I didn't open it immediately. I sat there in the fading twilight, looking at the handwriting. It was firmer now, less frantic than it had been in the first two letters. The ink was steady, written with the cheap ballpoint pen of an inventory clerk who worked twelve-hour shifts on a concrete loading dock.
I picked up an ivory paper knife, slit the top edge, and pulled out the single sheet of lined notebook paper.
*Dad,*
*The summer thaw finally cleared the shipping channels on the lake last week. We loaded forty-two ore freighters between Tuesday and Friday. The work is loud, cold, and dirty, but my back has stopped aching, and my hands don't blister anymore. Mr. Henderson promoted me to secondary dock supervisor on Monday. It comes with an extra two dollars an hour. I used the first week’s increase to pay off the remaining balance on my dental bill.*
*I read in the national trade journal about the opening of the Medical Pavilion. I saw the picture of Mom on the stage.*
*She looks beautiful, Dad. Her scar... I know it will never go away. Every time I see a photograph of her, it feels like someone is holding a mirror up to my soul and showing me exactly what I broke. But seeing her smile in that picture... it was the first time in eight months I was able to sleep through the night without waking up in a sweat.*
*I am not writing this to ask for anything. Please believe that. Mr. Henderson offered to recommend me for a corporate management training program in Minneapolis next spring, but I told him no. I'm not ready. I need to stay here. I need to keep carrying these crates until I know, without a shadow of a doubt, that I will never again look down on a man with grease on his shirt.*
*Enclosed is twenty-four dollars. It’s what is left of my paycheck after my rent and my groceries. Please give it to the clinic’s children’s fund. Tell them it’s from an anonymous donor who is trying to learn how to be human.*
*Tell Mom I love her. Even if she never wants to hear my voice again, please tell her that her son remembers every song she ever sang to him when he was small.*
*Your son,*
*Caleb.*
Inside the fold of the lined paper were two ten-dollar bills and four crumpled ones, smelling faintly of machine oil and diesel exhaust.
I held the bills in my hand for a long time.
Twenty-four dollars.
To a man who controlled four hundred million dollars in commercial real estate, twenty-four dollars was an invisible fraction of a penny. But as I felt the coarse, worn paper of those bills, I knew they were worth more than every asset Richard Vance had ever claimed to own.
The floorboards in the hallway creaked softly.
Kathy walked into the study, carrying a small plate with two slices of peach pie she had baked that afternoon. She set the plate on the edge of the desk, then stopped, her eyes dropping to the lined notebook paper and the crumpled bills sitting beside my ledger.
She didn't speak. She looked at me, then slowly reached out her hand.
I picked up the letter and handed it to her.
Kathy stood by the window, where the last golden rays of the sunset touched the silver line on her cheek, and read the page in silence.
She read it slowly, her eyes moving over every stroke of our son's cramped handwriting. When she reached the bottom of the page, where his signature sat beside the faint smudge of machine grease, her lower lip trembled just slightly.
A solitary tear formed in the corner of her eye, slipping down her cheek, tracing the exact path of the scar that Shelby Vance had carved into her flesh eight months ago.
She didn't wipe it away.
She folded the letter carefully, matching every crease, and held it against her chest, right over her heart.
"He's working hard, isn't he, Jerry?" she asked, her voice a soft, fragile whisper in the quiet room.
"He is," I said, rising from my chair and coming to stand beside her, wrapping my arm around her shoulder just as I had in the grand ballroom. "He's working very hard."
Kathy looked out the window, toward the north, where the evening star had begun to burn bright and steady against the indigo sky.
"Next spring, Jerry," she murmured, leaning her head against my shoulder. "Next spring... I think I'd like to take a drive to Duluth."
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"Then next spring," I said softly, kissing the silver scar on her cheek, "we will go."
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