Chapter 6 - The Uninvited Guest

The weather turned unseasonably hot during the third week of May. The humidity climbed until the air felt like wet wool pressed against the face, and the wisteria along the back fence had bloomed and rotted within the span of four days, leaving behind a heavy, cloying scent of fermented sugar.
I was twenty-two weeks along. The baby had started moving with distinct, rhythmic kicks that felt like a fish turning in a shallow bowl.
I had taken to working from the porch in the early mornings, before the sun crested the pine line and turned the deck into an oven. My laptop sat on the small cedar table Marcus had built from the scraps of the greenhouse frame.
A shadow crossed the bottom of the driveway.
It wasn't a car.
Chloe was walking up the asphalt.
She wore an oversized white linen shirt that billowed around her like a sail, black leggings, and large tortoiseshell sunglasses that covered half her face. She was carrying a paper grocery sack folded down at the top, her knuckles white where she gripped the brown paper.
I didn't move. I didn't reach for the phone.
I sat in the wicker chair with my hands resting over my lime-turned-mango-sized belly, watching my sister approach my home for the first time in six years.
She stopped at the bottom of the three porch steps, exactly where Greg had stood five days earlier. She took off the sunglasses. Her eyes were sunken, dark circles carved so deeply into her sockets that she looked like she had spent a year underground.
“He told me what you said to him,” Chloe said. Her voice was cracked, stripped of the breathless, tragic lilt she usually affected. It was the voice of a woman who had run out of roles to play.
“I told him the truth,” I said.
“You’re destroying him, Elena. You’re destroying us.”
“Greg destroyed himself, Chloe. He was doing it when he was with me; he just had me there to clean up the pieces so nobody noticed how bad the work was. You took the job. You don't get to quit now because the hours are long and the pay is bad.”
She looked down at the brown paper sack in her hands. Her shoulders shook once, a dry, silent sob that didn't produce tears.
“I found the letters,” she said.
“What letters?”
“The ones you wrote him when you were twenty,” she said, looking up, her face twisted with a mixture of rage and grief so raw it was almost ugly. “Before Leo. When he was working that entry-level job in Savannah and you were still in college. You told him he was your whole world. You told him you’d never let anything come between you.”
“I was twenty, Chloe. I was an idiot who thought loyalty was something you earned by being small.”
“He kept them,” she hissed, taking one step up the stairs. “In his desk. Behind the tax files. He kept your letters, Elena! He doesn't have a single thing I wrote him. Not a card. Not a note. He has three boxes of your life together, and when I asked him why he hadn't burned them, he told me that at least when he was with you, he knew who he was.”
She dropped the brown paper sack on the middle step. It landed with a dull, heavy thud.
The top folded open.
Inside were framed photographs—small, silver-plated frames from our first apartment. Greg and me at Tybee Island. Greg and me at my college graduation. A baby announcement from nine years ago: *Leo James, 7 lbs 4 oz.*
“Take them,” Chloe said, her voice shaking with an uncontrollable tremor. “Take your ghost back. I can't live in a house where every corner smells like what you used to be.”
I didn't look at the sack. I looked at her.
This was the girl who had borrowed my sweaters without asking and returned them with makeup stains on the collar. This was the girl who had cried at my wedding rehearsal because her dress was half an inch tighter than mine. This was the girl who had looked at my husband and thought that if she could just take the man who loved me, she could take the life I was building, too.
“You thought if you took him, you’d become me,” I said. The realization was so clear, so sudden, it felt like cold water on my neck. “You didn't want Greg, Chloe. Greg was just the trophy on the mantle. You wanted my life. You wanted the house, the baby, the stability, the way my father looked at me when I graduated. You thought if you stepped into my shoes, everyone would look at you that way.”
Chloe took another step back, her mouth working silently, her hands twitching at her sides.
“And now you’re finding out that the shoes don't fit,” I continued, standing up slowly, letting her see the fullness of my pregnancy, letting her see the quiet, uncluttered porch, the garden behind the house, the life that had nothing to do with her or the man she had stolen. “You have the man, Chloe. But you don't have the life. Because you can't build a home out of something you stole from a wreckage.”
“I’m your sister,” she whispered. It was her final defense. The ultimate, unassailable Southern trump card. *Family.*
“You were my sister,” I said. “Until you decided that being my sister was less important than being Greg’s mistress. You resigned from this family six years ago, Chloe. Mom just forgot to process the paperwork.”
She stood there for five long seconds, her chest heaving, the white linen shirt fluttering in the dry, hot breeze that heralded an afternoon thunderstorm.
Then she turned and walked down the driveway.
She didn't run. She walked with her head down, her small frame swallowed by the oversized shirt, until she turned the corner at the end of the road and disappeared into the suburban quiet.
I walked to the middle step.
I picked up the paper sack. I didn't look inside. I walked around the side of the house to the large metal trash can where Marcus kept the scrap lumber and the packaging from his construction supplies.
I dropped the sack inside.
May you like
The metal lid clanged shut with a sound that felt final, heavy, and clean.
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