prologue

Chapter 3 - Groundwork and Grits

Winter in the Hill Country is not an affair of snowdrifts; it is an endurance match against the north wind and the caliche mud that sticks to your boots until each foot weighs twelve pounds.

My day began at four in the morning.

The farmhouse kitchen was freezing until Walt got the woodstove in the corner roaring with split cedar and oak. I would slip out of the narrow bed where the twins lay tangled like puppies, pull on two pairs of wool socks, Daniel’s old insulated coveralls, and a knit watch cap, and head down to the barn with an aluminum milk pail full of warm water and Epsom salts.

Juniper’s rehabilitation was not a matter of miracles; it was a matter of millimeters.

Every three days, I knelt in the dirt of Stall Three with a rasp in my hand. Her right foreleg was turned outward because the lateral wall of her hoof was nearly three-quarters of an inch higher than the medial wall, forcing the entire joint column to tilt every time she put weight down. The previous farrier had simply slapped an oversized flat shoe on top of the crooked foot, locking the deformity in place.

I pulled the shoes and left her barefoot.

I trimmed her hoof down by small fractions, evening the weight-bearing surface of the frog, backing the long toe up so that her breakover point moved closer to the center of the coffin bone. The first time I picked up the leg, she kicked out, her hock striking my shoulder with enough force to leave a bruise that turned from purple to yellow over two weeks.

I didn't yell. I didn't hit her. I simply waited until her foot hit the ground, leaned my weight against her shoulder, and picked it up again.

"You have to yield, Juniper," I whispered into the hollow of her flank, my breath rising in white clouds against her ribs. "You can’t fight the ground. You have to let the ground hold you."

By the second week of December, she stopped kicking. She would drop her heavy, bay head against my upper arm while I worked with the rasp, her breath warm against my neck, sighing with a deep, shuddering release of pressure as the structural pain in her shoulder began to ease.

To feed her, I didn't rely on expensive commercial supplements we couldn't afford.

I drove Daniel’s truck—which Walt had revived with a rebuilt water pump he pulled from an abandoned combine—down to the local grain elevator in Blanco. I traded four hours of sweeping the elevator floor and loading fifty-pound sacks of cattle feed for two bags of beet pulp, a bushel of crimped oats, and a bucket of feed-grade molasses.

Every evening, I soaked the beet pulp in hot water until it swelled into a steaming, sweet-smelling mash. I mixed in a handful of ground flaxseed that Ruth had bought with her own egg money, and I hand-fed the mare from a rubber tub.

The weight began to return. First, the sharp hollows behind her shoulder blades filled out with firm, dark muscle. Then her hip bones softened beneath a layer of fat, and her coat, which had been dull and dry like rusty tin, began to gleam under the barn lights with the deep, iridescent sheen of polished mahogany.

Outside the barn, the twins grew.

Ruth set up an old galvanized stock tank in the corner of the kitchen, padded it with three folded quilts, and that was where Leo and Maya spent their mornings while Ruth baked sourdough bread and preserved wild plum jelly. When the weather was clear, I bundled them into two snowsuits I had found at the St. Vincent de Paul thrift shop in Marble Falls and carried them down to the arena.

The "arena" was nothing more than an eighty-foot circle of cedar posts strung with rusted smooth wire, the ground cleared of the largest rocks by Walt and Daniel twenty years before.

I couldn't afford a trainer, and I didn't have a saddle that fit Juniper’s high, wide withers. So we worked on the lunge line.

I used an old twenty-foot cotton clothesline and a leather halter Daniel had oiled until it was supple as butter. I stood in the center of the dirt ring with Maya strapped to my back in the carrier and Leo sitting in an apple crate by the gate, gnawing on a cold biscuit.

"Walk, Juniper," I said, my voice quiet, dropping an octave into the tone horses listen to.

The mare would step out, her head held low, her nose almost sweeping the limestone dust.

"Trot."

She would lift into the two-beat gait. And here was where the months of anatomy study paid their dividend.

I set up four cedar poles on the ground—cavaletti made from fence posts Walt had cut from the bottomland. I spaced them precisely four feet three inches apart, forcing the mare to shorten her natural, sprawling stride and engage the muscles of her thoracic sling.

At first, she knocked the logs with her crooked right foot, stumbling, her head throwing up in frustration.

"Again," I murmured. "Find your center, Juniper."

By the third week, she wasn't knocking the poles. She was lifting her shoulders, rounding her back like a drawn bow, her hocks flexing with a sharp, pneumatic snap as she cleared the logs without touching the bark. The turned-out hoof no longer paddled through the air; because her balance was now centered over her spine, the leg swung straight through the arc of the stride, clean as a pendulum.

One afternoon in late January, Vivian Hargrove’s black dually truck and three-horse aluminum trailer turned down the Coleman driveway.

Vivian Hargrove was a legend in the Texas Hill Country—a woman who bred warmbloods and thoroughbred crosses for the elite hunter-jumper circuits in Wellington and Lexington. She was seventy years old, with skin like cured deer hide, silver hair cut short as an infantryman's, and eyes that could spot a three-millimeter bone chip in a horse’s hock from fifty yards away across a foggy field.

She had come to look at a pair of heifers Walt was selling to cover the property taxes.

She was standing by the stock trailer with Walt, watching the cows load, when she heard the rhythmic, explosive *thump-thump, thump-thump* of hooves hitting the dirt in the round pen behind the barn.

Vivian turned her head. Her eyes narrowed.

She walked past the barn aisle without saying a word to Walt, her heavy leather boots crunching on the gravel.

She stopped at the fence of the round pen.

I was in the center of the ring. Maya was asleep on my back, her little cheek bouncing gently against my shoulder blade with each step I took. Juniper was on a twelve-foot circle around me, trotting over three stacked cedar logs that stood eighteen inches high.

The mare didn't look like an auction cull anymore.

Her copper coat was gleaming with sweat, her neck arched in an arrogant, beautiful curve, her tail carried high and straight like an Arab’s. She was clearing the logs with four inches of daylight beneath her belly, her hocks snapping up so tight to her abdomen they looked like pistol hammers cocking.

Vivian didn't make a sound until Juniper dropped down into a walk, her sides heaving, her nostrils blowing two plumes of white steam into the cold afternoon air.

"Where did you get that horse?" Vivian’s voice was like gravel scraping against iron.

I turned, brushing a strand of hair out of my eyes with the back of my hand.

"She belongs to my father-in-law," I said.

Vivian walked to the rail, laid her gloved hands on the top cedar post, and stared at Juniper’s right foreleg. Her eyes went down to the hoof, noting the clean, short toe, the broad frog, the way the mare bore weight evenly across both heels.

"She's turned out at the ankle," Vivian said.

"She was," I replied, walking over to the rail and running my hand down Juniper’s wet shoulder. "She was trimmed long on the outside wall for two years. Her scapular angle is fifty-eight degrees. Her sacroiliac joint is set three inches further back than standard. When she balances over her haunches, the leg doesn't take the torque. Her hip takes it."

Vivian looked from the mare to me. Her gray eyes were sharp, calculating, stripped of any polite small talk.

"You're Daniel’s girl," she said.

"Bethany," I said.

"I know who you are. Heard your folks wouldn't let you through the door in San Marcos."

A cold spike of anger went through my stomach, but I didn't drop my gaze. "My folks have their own business. This is mine."

Vivian gave a short, dry bark of a laugh that ended in a nod. She reached over the wire, caught Juniper by the chin, and opened the mare’s mouth with her thumb, glancing at the wear on her molars.

"She's four," Vivian said.

"Coming five in April."

"Who’s her sire?"

"Unregistered grandson of Dash For Cash. Dam was a grade Quarter Horse."

Vivian spat into the dirt. "Paper is for people who can't see bone. That mare has more suspension than anything I’ve got in my front barn, and I spent eighty thousand dollars on a Hanoverian stallion out of Verden last spring."

She looked at me, her gaze lingering on Maya’s sleeping form tucked into the sling on my back, then on my boots, which were held together at the left toe with silver duct tape.

"I’ve got five yearlings at my place that move like pigs on ice," Vivian said. "I don't have the time to fix their ground manners, and my farrier is an idiot who thinks every foot should look like a soup can. You come up to my place three days a week. You trim my young stock and you put thirty days of ground work on two fillies I’m prepping for the Virginia sale."

"I have two babies, Mrs. Hargrove," I said. "I don't have daycare."

"Bring them," Vivian said, turning on her heel toward her truck. "The kitchen at my place has a woodstove and an old Mexican woman named Rosa who hasn't had an infant to spoil since her youngest went to Texas State. She’ll feed them grits while you work."

She stopped by the driver’s door of her dually and pointed a leather-clad finger at Juniper.

"And don't you dare sell that mare to that meat buyer from Seguin. If Walt Coleman needs three hundred dollars, tell him to come to my office and pick up an advance on your labor."

She climbed into the cab, slammed the heavy door, and the big diesel engine roared to life, kicking up two plumes of white caliche dust as she pulled out onto the county road.

I stood by the fence with Juniper’s nose resting on the top wire, her warm breath blowing against my neck.

Walt was standing twenty yards away, leaning against the barn door with his thumbs hooked into his belt loops. He had heard every word.

He didn't say anything about the meat buyer. He just walked over to the wash rack, picked up a dry sweat scraper, and handed it to me across the fence.

"Grits are good for babies," he said, his voice flat and steady. "Builds bone."

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Then he turned and went back into the dark interior of the barn to sweep the aisle before the cold came down again.

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