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Chapter 5 - The Drive Back West

By ten o’clock, the lodge was empty except for Trish and two cleanup crew members stacking chairs into metal rolling racks.

Ellis and I loaded our Honda Civic with the remaining gifts, the leftover jars of Michigan cherry jam we’d bought as favors, and the walnut card box, which now sat safely on the floor behind the center console. The checks inside—including Great-Aunt Loretta’s $250 check made out to Vaughn Stark—had been counted, photographed by Ellis’s phone for probate evidence, and safely stowed in a heavy manila folder that now lived in my purse.

The drive back to Grand Rapids took forty-five minutes down I-96.

The highway was nearly deserted, the wet March asphalt shining black under the orange glare of overhead sodium lights. The snow had stopped, but a thin, grey skin of frost still clung to the shoulders of the road, catching the sweep of our headlights before dissolving into the dark fields of Kent County.

Neither of us spoke for the first twenty miles.

Ellis kept both hands on the steering wheel, his jaw set in that familiar, quiet line. The heater was blowing a steady stream of dry, warm air against our shins, smelling faintly of the autumn leaves we’d never cleaned out of the intake vents.

“Your face is swelling,” Ellis said quietly as we took the exit toward Knapp Street.

I reached up with my left hand and touched my cheekbone. The skin was hot, tight, and bulbous under my fingertips—a neat, bruised map of my father’s signet ring.

“It’s fine,” I said.

“It’s not fine,” he replied, his voice dropping into that gentle, immovable register that always made me want to either cry or break something. He signaled left, turning toward our apartment off Michigan Street instead of heading down toward my parents’ neighborhood.

“Where are we going?” I asked.

“Home. Our home.” He paused, keeping his eyes on the wet asphalt ahead. “And tomorrow morning, we’re calling a real estate agent to cancel the deposit on that house on Plymouth.”

I looked out the passenger window at the dark, rolling shapes of suburban rooftops sliding past in the dark. For twelve years, I had believed that my value in the family depended entirely on how many problems I could solve without making anyone uncomfortable. I was the practice manager. I was the tax filer. I was the daughter who “figured things out” while everyone else lived off the interest of my exhaustion.

And now, for the first time in my life, I didn't have a plan.

I didn't know what Dad would do when the probate freeze hit his bank accounts on Monday morning. I didn't know what Mom would say when she realized she couldn't call me to come fix her Wi-Fi or argue with her insurance company. I didn't know if Bridget would ever speak to me again—though the prospect of that particular silence felt less like a loss and more like a quiet room after a long, screaming storm.

“Ellis?” I said softly.

“Yeah, Essie?”

“Do you think we can build a workbench in the garage?”

He glanced over at me, the dashboard lights catching the side of his face and turning his eyes a warm, steady amber.

“What kind of workbench?”

“A big one,” I said, looking down at my own hands—hands that had spent twelve years typing insurance codes and filing claims for people who never said thank you. “One made out of real wood. Not leftover furniture scraps. And we don't put any initials on the bottom where nobody can see them. We burn them right on top, where everyone has to look at them.”

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Ellis smiled—not a small, tight family smile, but a wide, easy grin that reached all the way to his eyes.

“We can do that,” he said, reaching across the console to take my hand. “We’ve got all the time in the world.”

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