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Chapter 10 - The Spring Cut

Thanksgiving of 2026 did not happen on East 26th Place.

It happened in my backyard in Broken Arrow.

The weather that November was miraculously warm—one of those rare, golden Oklahoma autumns where the wind dies down to a breeze and the red oaks hold onto their leaves until December, their crowns burning dark scarlet against an enormous, pale blue sky.

Hank had spent three days building the picnic table.

He had bought four-by-fours and rough-sawn cedar from the mill in Tahlequah, hauling the heavy green timber in the back of his Ford with the tailgate tied shut with yellow nylon rope. He had planed every board by hand in my garage, the long cedar shavings curling off his tool like ribbons of dried salmon, smelling of sweet oil and mountain air.

When he was done, the table was eight feet long, three inches thick, and heavy enough that it took Hank, Uncle Roy, and Roy’s grandson Jimmy just to lift one end off the sawhorses.

"That table will be here when the house is gone, Ivy," Hank had said, wiping his brow with his blue bandana as they set it down under the red cedar tree in my yard.

"It’s too big, Dad," I had laughed.

"No," he said, running his palm over the smooth, red-veined grain. "It’s the right size. You just haven't had enough people at it."

By two o'clock on Thanksgiving afternoon, the backyard smelled of smoked turkey and sage dressing.

Uncle Roy was sitting at the head of the cedar table, wearing a clean plaid shirt with pearl snaps, arguing with Jimmy about the transmission on the 2012 Chevys. Clara had come from Tulsa with three of her grandkids; she was in my kitchen, her apron tied over her good church dress, stirring the gravy with a wooden spoon and telling me for the fifth time that I put too much black pepper in the potatoes.

Hank sat near the middle of the table.

He had Tucker next to him.

The boy had arrived that morning on the Greyhound bus from Oklahoma City.

It had taken three weeks of legal letters through Mark Abernathy to get Megan to agree to the visit. In the end, it wasn't the law that had moved her; it was the fact that Hank had sent her a certified cashier’s check for two hundred dollars—written from his own personal account, with the words *“Bus Fare and School Shoes”* on the stub—and told her that if the boy wasn't on the eight-fifteen coach, he would have the sheriff accompany him to OKC to inspect the living conditions in the SW 119th house.

Tucker didn't have his arm in a sling anymore. The bone had healed straight, though there was a faint, two-inch silver scar along the outside of his forearm where the pins had been set.

He was sitting close to Hank, watching his grandfather whittle a small whistle from a branch of green willow.

"You have to cut the notch on the flat side first, Tuck," Hank was saying, his voice low and patient, his big thumb guiding the small boy’s fingers along the wood. "If you cut the air hole too close to the end, she won't blow nothing but wind. You got to leave room for the chamber to sing."

Tucker blew into the wood. A high, clear, bird-like note drifted up into the branches of the cedar tree.

The boy grinned, his front teeth slightly crowded, his eyes bright in the afternoon sun. He looked up at me as I carried the platter of turkey through the sliding glass doors.

"Aunt Ivy! Listen! Granddad made it talk!"

"I hear it, buddy," I said, setting the heavy white ceramic platter down in the center of the cedar table. "Sounds like an angry hawk."

"It’s not a hawk," Tucker said solemnly. "It’s a quail. Granddad says quails don't make no trouble for nobody, they just stay in the grass and mind their own business."

Uncle Roy laughed, a loud, barking sound that made the grackles fly out of the cedar tree. "Hank, you’ve been telling that same lie about quails since we was boys in Rogers County."

Hank didn't look up from the willow stick. But the corner of his mouth—the side hidden by his grey beard—lifted into a small, quiet smile that reached all the way to the corners of his eyes.

I looked around the table.

There was no crystal goblet. There was no embroidered runner from a grandmother who had died forty years ago with her mouth full of bitterness. There were thick white stoneware plates from the restaurant supply store, paper napkins from a plastic dispenser, and an eight-foot slab of Oklahoma cedar that didn't rock when you leaned your elbows on it.

Clara came out with the sweet potato casserole—the one with the pecans on top, made from scratch, the brown sugar bubbling at the margins of the Pyrex dish.

She set it down next to the meat, wiped her hands on her apron, and looked at me.

"You going to sit down, Ivy, or are you going to keep standing there like you’re waiting on a table to clear?"

"I’m sitting, Clara," I said.

I sat down at the end of the table, opposite Uncle Roy.

Hank laid his pocketknife down on the wood. He closed the blade with a soft, clean *click*, reached out with his left hand, and took Tucker’s small, warm fingers in his. Then he reached out with his right hand across the cedar boards toward me.

His palm was rough, calloused, grey at the margins with seventy years of honest work that had finally found its proper level.

I laid my hand in his.

The skin over my cheekbone didn't hurt. The scar beside my lip was nothing more than a faint silver line that you couldn't see unless the sun was hitting it from the side.

"All right, Roy," Hank said, looking down at the cedar boards. "Ask the blessing. And don't make it long. The girl’s worked all morning, and the meat’s getting cold."

The wind came through the red cedar tree, dropping three dry needles onto the corner of the table. Uncle Roy cleared his throat. Tucker closed his eyes so tight his eyelashes touched his cheeks.

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And for the first time in thirty-nine years, when the silence settled over the Porter table, it didn't feel like a wall.

It felt like home.

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