prologue

Chapter 6 - Eleanor's Private Garden

By noon, the sleet had turned into a steady, freezing downpour that flooded the gutters outside my parents' home on Chestnut Hill.

I found my mother in the sunroom.

She wasn't in bed, and she wasn't crying. She sat in her high-backed wicker armchair, wearing an old woolen cardigan over a simple cotton dress. On the small glass table beside her sat an untouched cup of Earl Grey tea and an old, cloth-bound notebook with frayed corners.

The left side of her face was horribly discolored now—a deep, mottled purple that stretched from her cheekbone down to the edge of her jawline.

"Mom," I whispered, stepping into the room and setting down my wet umbrella.

She looked up, offering me a faint, fragile smile that didn't reach her eyes. "Rebecca. Did you check the sumps in the basement? With this much rain, the south wall always seeps."

"Dad's taking care of the sumps, Mom," I said, pulling up a wooden chair and sitting directly beside her. I reached out and gently took her hands. They were ice-cold. "How is your face?"

"It throbs a bit," she said quietly. "Nothing that an ice pack won't cure in a few days. The doctor came by an hour ago. He said there's no fracture."

"He should be in jail, Mom," I said, the fury finally bubbling over the brim of my chest. "Daniel struck you. In front of two hundred people. He tried to steal the company this morning with Julian Vance Jr. He tried to tear down everything you and Dad built!"

Eleanor looked out the large glass panes into the garden. The rose bushes, pruned back for winter, looked like jagged black claws reaching up through the slush.

"Daniel didn't strike me because he hated me, Becca," she said softly.

"How can you say that?" I cried. "You saw his face! You heard what he called you!"

"He struck me," Mom said, turning her gaze back to me, "because for forty-eight years, he believed he was a Hayes. He believed he was born of steady, respectable people who loved each other. And in twenty minutes, he found out that his biological father was a beast, that his biological mother died in agony on a convent cot, and that the woman who kissed his scraped knees had lied to him every morning of his life."

She picked up the cloth-bound notebook from the table.

"This was Margaret’s journal," Mom whispered, running her thumb over the worn fabric. "She started it when she was sixteen. She wrote about her dreams of going to design school in New York. She wrote about the dresses she wanted to make. And on the last five pages, she wrote about Daniel."

Mom opened the book to a page near the end. The handwriting was frantic, slanted, written with an ink pen that had repeatedly torn through the thin paper.

*"October 28, 1978,"* Mom read aloud, her voice trembling slightly. *"Eleanor brought me chicken broth today. She held my hair while I was sick. I can feel him kicking now. He kicks so hard, Eleanor says he’s going to be a runner or a builder like Robert. I told her today that if I don't make it, she has to promise not to let him grow up feeling like an accident. She has to make him feel like he was chosen. I don't want him to ever know the smell of Thomas’s whiskey or the sound of those heavy boots on the stairs. Promise me, Eleanor. Promise me you’ll be his mother so completely that he never looks for me."*

Eleanor closed the book with a soft, final thud.

"I kept that promise, Rebecca," she said, two lone tears finally cutting clear tracks through the powder on her bruised face. "I kept it so well that he believed I was the one who owed him an explanation. I gave him my name. I gave him my youth. I gave him my peace of mind. Every time Julian Vance Sr. came to a civic dinner, every time he shook Robert's hand at a ground-breaking ceremony, my heart stopped beating because I thought: *Today is the day they take my baby away.*"

The front door clicked open down the hall.

Heavy, dragging footsteps sounded against the hardwood floor of the foyer.

Dad didn't announce himself, but we heard the sound of someone else breathing—short, shallow, ragged breaths.

I stood up, ready to block the sunroom entrance, but Mom placed her hand firmly on my wrist.

"Stay seated, Rebecca," she commanded softly.

Daniel stood in the doorway.

His Hugo Boss suit was soaked through with freezing rain. His tie was gone; his collar was torn open, and his hair was plastered to his forehead. He had no coat. His hands hung limp at his sides, dripping water onto the Persian rug.

He looked at Eleanor.

He saw the purple bruise spreading across her jaw. He saw Margaret's journal resting on her lap.

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He fell to his knees right there on the threshold, his forehead hitting the floorboards with a hollow, sickening crack.

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